tatinek

I forgot
how to breath

held it in
til i was
the color of the sky

did you know that you'd die

it was a drain
too big
that sucked too fast

i fell in and spun
down
down

to the bottom of that pit in my stomach

to the place where dread breeds
and fear feeds

now i am

aching heart
and bones
and shaking hands

and i'm alone

wandering
wondering
looking
for
you
in
the
stars

tatinek